The beginning of closure

How can you be the boy who woke up early on your last day of vacation at the beach to get me pictures of the sunrise because you remembered those were my favorite kind of pictures, and the boy who pulled over on the side of the road in the pouring rain because you liked to look at me, and the one who wanted to kiss me but didn't because you knew i was having troubles in my relationship and  only wanted to be my friend until I knew what I wanted, and the guy who walked me to class after he broke up with me because you didn't like the thought of me walking alone, and the boy who made me eat because you knew about my eating disorder and didn't want to lose me to something like that, and the one who stayed with me at a party because I had been drinking and you didn't want me to do anything stupid and on the same night you were the guy who slept beside me on the hard floor of the party house and asked me to scratch your back until you fell asleep?

You told me nothing would change after we graduated. 

You promised that our friendship would last throughout college even though you were going away.

You swore that we would make time for one another.

And at first, nothing changed.

And at first, we remained friends.

And at first, we made time for one another. 

But then like the seasons, nothing was the same.

Hour long conversations turned into a few minutes. The trips home became fewer and fewer. The planned trips to see you would have to be canceled because something came up on campus.

And finally, I heard you say words that I never thought I would hear. 

Lol who are you?

Who am I?

Who are you?

You're the one who did all of those things, how can you be the same guy who made me fall for you?

And how come you hurt me when you said you never would?

Things change, people change, feelings change, life changes us all.

And in the end, it can show you what's important, and what never was.